Стихи Люминора

I Had to be free
I still see it in my mind how it´s been.
As i started my lonely flight..
Through the lights of this dark night.
As i left all behind what i freedom once had called.
As I flew then in stranger´s land..
Simply to be free...heavenly free.
It is all that i wanted...
To be for my self...To be far from pain.
When ever I needed.
I had to get free...fin`ly get free..
From all of the voices...
That said " stay on earth..in skys you won´t be...
Free":
My wings they carried me..as far as i once had hoped.
And i got untouchable.Like a sars..that´s near but far
Lost all that´s human-like..alone this dream was meant to see...
And i understood it...suddenly.
I Had to be free...had to be free...
Thatý what i once wanted.
I wanted to be free from this tears..
..This feelingsthat hurted....
I wanted to search..what´s beyond my night..
So far way from bidden...
Like a gull in the skies...so wonderfull light..
Free.
And as i returned as what i´m now...
They liked to watch me now.my own sphere..
...my sparkling flight...
But only some were left how had been able than to see...
this lonley heart that still beats in me.
Simply to be free..So easily free.
Was what I Once wanted..
´Find home for my self.To be all I am..
Whenever i nedded....
I Had to get free...finally been gone...
From all that they´ve done once...
So i fly in skys..have left all that´s been.
Free.

Flying so high
Flying so high
Why not? I´m calling.
Why not? I´m falling.
Just like the dreams you held on me.
Why not? It´s lying.
Why not? I´m trying.
So let my tear fly so heavenly free.
Free...we had to be free...
This far´way world..that is called Free.
Flying so high..high in the sky.
Embraced.Why not? We´re falling.
Flying so high. Away from this life...
This life that all the others follow.
Enjoy my sweet falling.
Join me..on this journey.
This journey.Ending in our spaces.
So why not? Yopu´re stumbling.
Why not? You ´re hesitating.
Let´s brake the dreams that we are slaves to.
Flying so high.So high in our sky.
Fly highing and strange..Why not? We´re falling.
Just we see the lights.
That keep us aside.
From everything that dream the others.
Feel silently the sences..abandon their defances.
Look in the mirror...we can be like they are.
Baby just take my hand.
We´ll be able to fly.
And all we here will be our heavenly cry.
Flying so high...too high in the sky?
Embraced. Why not? I´m falling.
Flying so high...in our darkmoon sky.
It´s our now...They´ll no more find us.

MOONLIGHT

Here it beats my heart so cold.
Apperas my body made from stone.
A stone that long ago was built.
Not any tear could break this shild.
This shild..protecting me from light.
The sunshine never touched my mind.
Days had usless passed me by.
But then..cold Moonlight touched my eye.
And something broke down..and something ressuracted.
Moonlight.My lonely star there shining bright.
See...all the shadows turn to life.
Your splendor made my cold stone brake.
It touched me warm...and i awoke.
My eye´s stone broke..the tear could run.
Freed from this lonely endless search.
Forgotten..what they all had done.
That I felt death.But still on earth.
´Caus now i finally felt again.
I´ve never had..till there was you.
You´ve shown me things i´ve never known.
With your cold touch...i found my own.
Caus we´re two drifters..off to life our world.
On Rivermoon..we´re searching our way home.
Moonlight.My darklight star there shining bright.
You remembered me on all that once was life.
Your cold light made my hard stone brake.
You´ve seen my soul...so I awoke.

Dies leben es ist mein - Ich gehör nur mir


Ich will nicht gehorsam.Gezähmt.Einfach passend sein.
Ich will nicht von jedem geliebt..und doch verlassen sein.
Ich war niemals IHrs ..nein.Ich bin frei.
Dies Lebens...es ist mein.

Auf das Eis wollt ichs wagen.Und selbst sehn ab wann es taut.
Auf dem Seil will ich tanzen.
Gefahr ließ mich immer kalt.
Kein risiko zwang mich je ganz in die Knie.
Und mich besitzt man nie.

Du kannst mich nichts lehren..mit zwang oder Drang.
Dann weich ich vor jeglicher Pflicht.
Willst du mich bekehren.
Dann wend ich mich ab.
Flieg wie eine Möwe ins Licht.


Ich will alles geben..Frewillig und fern Von zwang.
Wollt alles riskieren.
Denn mir ist vor niemand bang.
So käpf ich..und wusste ich bin frei.

Dies leben...es ist mein.

Ich werd mich nie "schicken".
Werd niemandes Vorbild sein.
Muss ich denn im Blicke von jedem geachtet sein?
Ich flieh...vor der heuchelei.

Die seele...sie ist frei.

Und willst du mich finden.
Halt mich nicht zu fest.
Ich geb meine freiheit nie her.


Und willst du mich brechen...
Verlass ich dein nest.

Flieg wie eine Möwe ins Meer.

Ich warte auf Freunde..
Und suche Geborgenheit.
Ich teil jede Freude.
Ich teil jede Traurigkeit.
Doch verlang nie mein Leben.
Das kann ich dir nicht geben..

Denn ich gehör nur mir..



...Nur mir.

This is my life - I belong only me


I will not belong.Restrain. Simple fit.
I will not loved by everyone ... and yet leave.
I was never Yours .. no. I am free.
This life ... it is mine.

On the ice I want to dare.And itself strive from when it thaws.
On the rope, I will dance.
Danger always let me cold.
No risk ever forced me completely in the knee.
And I have never been one.

You can not teach me .. with force or desire.
Then I softly before any duty
Do you want to proselytize me.
Then I turn.
Fly like a seagull into light.


I will give it everything .. Volunteer and far from forced.
Will everything at risk.
Because nobody is above me bang.
So fight I knew ... and I am free.

This live ... it is mine.

Become me, I never "send".
Become nobody's role model.
Do I need to because in the eyes of all are respected?
I move ... before hypocrisy.

The soul ... it is free.

And do you want me.
Stop me not to.
I never admit my freedom.


And do you want me to break ...
I trust your nest.

Fly like a seagull into the sea.

I wait for friends ...
And looking for security.
I participated every joy.
I participated every sadness.
But never ask my life.
I can not give you ...

Because I belong just me ..

... Only me.

DU ALS MENSCH

Jemand hat mir zugelacht,
mir Mut gemacht,
mir zugehört,
mich um Rat gefragt,
Zeit für mich gehabt,
mir Vertrauen geschenkt,
mir Sterne gezeigt,
mich an dein Herz gedrückt,
mir deine Hand gereicht,
mich ernst genommen.
Jemand hat sich als Mensch bewährt.

Wir haben oft Spaß gehabt und stundenlang zusammen gelacht.
Unsere Freundschaft wird wohl ewig leben.
Sie ist stärker als jedes Erdbeben.
Wir hatten auch oft Streit, dachten es ist so weit,
das dieser Streit das Ende unserer Freundschaft ist,
weil einer sturer als der andere ist.
Wir lassen uns nie trennen, egal,
wie viele sich dazwischen drängeln.
Wir werden noch viele Sachen machen
Und später über unsere Fehler lachen.

Gib mir deine Hand!
Ich werde sie halten,
wenn Du mich brauchst.
Ich werde sie wärmen,
wenn dir kalt ist.
Ich werd sie streicheln,
wenn Du traurig bist
und Trost brauchst.
Und ich werde sie loslassen,
wenn Du frei sein willst.

STEIN 2 - EIN ÄLTERES GEDICHT

Nach diesem wunsche...stand ich nun..
Gebunden in stein..
Ein jener kälte befreit...die mir;
die wärme zu leben gebracht..

Drang Meeresrauschen an mein herz..
Ein Blick. Ein Hören. ..Ein warten.

So stehe unverändert ich.
Seit ungenannter zeit..
Ergeben diesem zeichen..

..meiner einstgen endlichkeit.

Die starren augen tastet nie..
der schatten der vorrübergeht..
Keiner Freude, keines schmerzes..

-die gabe ferner wirklichkeit.

Waren´s wohl jahre..waren´s stunden..?
Die spurlos mich umgaben..
seitdem mein augenlicht zerbrach.
Als ich die ewigkeit mir wählte...
-nichts menschliches mehr zu verstehn..

Ein licht..auf einmal trafs mich ungehindert..
in Todverschleiert augen.

Die ahnung ferner erinnerung..
..durchfuhr mein steinern herz.
Was war denn nur geschehen..?

Denn nun ...zerflossen jene tränen.
Die ich durch jahre wohl geweint..
Hätten sie sich je befreit..
ersinne ich mich eines traums..
Dem meine suche einst geweiht..

Die gegenwart zu finden...
... dieser einen seele..
-die mich erkennt...
- die mich berührt..

Die seele jenes sternenkindes..

Die ich doch niemals fand.

Die starre bleibt.
Doch nur mein inneres vermag nicht mehr..
..Die kälte zu beleben.
Und nur mein aug vermag nicht mehr..
..das Nichts im Bild zu sehen.

Denn stehe ich auch hier..
erstarrt und....fern des lebens.
Empfind ich nun mehr diese sehnsucht..
Nach diesem einzgen wahren hauch..
den ich vor dir ersehnte..

Verspürt mein geist doch das verlangen..
in jenen arm zu sinken.

Und sei mein sein auch fern von wirklich..
spür ich doch nur den wahren wunsch..
Dieses Leben zu umarmen..
...die seele meines einstgen traums.

Die mir ein licht gegeben.
Die meine wahrheit konnte sehen..

Niemals zuvor..ward dies geschehen.

Die Träne zerspringt.

Und unbeirrbar blicke ich....

..auf dies, was nun hier vor mir liegt.

Das Kind.Die seele. ..einst gesuchte.

Und meine Welt zerbricht.
Und dieser stein..er springt.

Kein Fragen mehr..weshalb
... die klage jener möwe..
... getragen durch die zeit.
.......verweht im winde unsrer nacht.

Denn ich..
..ich habe dich gesehen.

DO THAN, PEOPLE

Someone gave me laugh,
To me for courage,
To me for listen to,
I asked for advice,
Time for me to have,
Trust me,
My stars revealed
Me at your heart pressed.
Hand me your meals,
I am seriously.
Someone has proven itself as a human being.

We have often had fun together and laugh for hours.
Our friendship will live forever.
It is more than any earthquake.
We have been often armed, it is thought so far,
The subject of this dispute, the end of our friendship,
Because of a sturer (хз, что значит сие слово) than the other.
We can never divide us, no matter
How many are jostle in between.
We still have many things
And then laugh about our mistakes.

Give me your hand!
I will keep it,
If you need me.
I will warm up,
If you are cold.
I will stroked it,
If you are sad -
Consolation you need.
And I will release it,
If you want to be free.

AТ OLD POEM

After this, I wish ... now ..
Bound in stone ...
One of those cold liberated ... to me;
The heat brought to live ...

Urge is breaking my heart ...
A glance. A hearing. ... A wait.

So I stand unchanged.
Since undisclosed time ...
Will this sign ...

... My old frailty.

The sate eyes never fumbles ...
The shadow of going here ...
None of joy, not pain ...

The issuance also reality.

's Goods were probably years ..'s hours ..?
The trace surrounded me ..
Since my vision broke.
When I chose the eternity for me ...
Human - nothing more to understand ..

A light .. at once traps me freely ...
In deadly disguised eyes.

The remembrance is also suspicious...
.. Stone cross my heart.
What was done only because ...?

Because now ... diffusing those watering.
Through the years, I probably cried ...
Had they ever been freed ...
Invent me a dream ...
In my search once consecrated ...

The present finding ...
... This one soul ...
- Recognizes me ...
- Which touched me ...

The soul of that starchild...

The one I had never found.

The rigid.
But only my inner can no longer ...
.. The cold to revive.
And only my eyes can no longer ...
... Nothing in the picture.

Because I am also here ...
Frozen away .... and the life.
I feel now more this aspiration...
After this lonely tiny real ...
I longed a front of you ...

Feel my spirit but the demand ...
In those poor to fall.

And it's also my away from really ...
But I feel only the true desire ...
This life to embrace ...
... The soul of my future old dreams.

I am a light.
The truth I could see ...

Never before was this done ....

The tear rupture.

And I look unwavering ....

... At this, what now lies in front of me here.

The Kind. The soul. ... Once sought.

And my world is shattered.
And this stone ... he jumps.

No questions why more ...
... To accuse those sea gull..
... Worn by the time.
....... Blows in the loft of our night.

Because I ...
... I have seen you.

I walked on.


I heard..the call of life.
Being free..with what i am.
Dream.Just a dream...I thought many times.
But they gave me the strength..
To follow this path of mine.

And i got up...to walk this way.
Far from undestanding.And far from men.
I got up..and the light was shining.
For an unsure space..of what i am.

Souls joined...and more passed by.
Hope glew...and it´s leave fell.
What kind of place..would once be mine?
Whose understanding look..would once for me shine?

And i walked then on this unsure road.
For my realitys.For my hope.
I went on to see what´s my heart´s own space.
Never knowing..if i t might will burn in flames.

Times came..when no one saw anymore
The flight and path,..i followed then.
But still i´ve been there...and no more asked.
For i had this wings..
This light...burned by my self.

Caus i got up to walk straight this way.
Far from safety. But full of cries.
I walked on ..though my soul got tired with time.
For my lonelines..
Forever.

And i walk.No matter if i´m strong or weak.
And i see the time. And hear my prayer.
I walk on ..till my heart will find it´s end.
For my reality...
For what i am.

My black burned wing


They burned my picture long ago.
And i see the truth..through my empty eyes.
Fallen from every grace.
And damned.
No one cares.
And so I am.
In this endless, unnamed place.
That no one knows.

Bleeding from my soul´s gone rose.

And all that is left now.
is my one..unburned black wing.
It raises to heaven..that my home once had been.
And i speak by what`s left now.
My flight..it will once grow.
Though i´m now out of all hope.


Devieted by hopeless fight:
I am walking now through this world.
This black fether in my hand.
Alone.
Far from life.
But there is this light.And no one had ever seen.
That it burns inside.
That it had always burned..full of pride.

And all that is left now.
is my one..unburned black wing.
It raises to heaven..that my home once had been.
And i speak by what`s left now.
My flight..it will once grow.
Though i´m now out of all hope.


I see the pictures.
From all that´s been.
See my whole life..
What would it bring?
They gave me names
in so diffrent ways.
They burned my wings..
Or made theme their grace.
Shy and so weak.
Sad , full of joy.
Wild and so strong..
Alone but adored.

I lost my name..for so many times.
I already died..in so many minds.

And my left black burned wing.
It searchs for it´s last strength.
It passes all barriers.
Alone.Just by its will.
And although i don´t know yet.
Where it will guide me now.
No one may burn it again.

And i fly through the shadows..
Of my lonely free flight.
Through storms and my nights.
In death ..and in in this life.
The light on the horizon.
it may guide me home.
Though i don´t know where it comes.

Though i Don´t know...where it ends.

Between dream and reality


I want build walls around me...
And want to get free.
I am searching for loneliness.
And don..t want to be alone...

I want light around myself..
and stay in darkness.
Heavy is my heart.
But weightless my soul.

I live in the nomansland of dream and reality.
I stand somewhere at the border of darkness and the light.
I had been to late born..
I ..m getting lost inside this world.
Between truth and reality.

I want to be like a flame..
And am like the snow.
I want to be a cloud..
And am a dark, deep sea.
I search for safety...
And want the risk.
Voiceless is my mouth...
but my silence speaks to theme..
Who can understand?

I want to be the hope..
And no more see a way out.
I want the truth ..
and keep on acting the strength.
I should be never born.
My soul gets lost inside this world.
Between longing and truth.

Free and proud like a black gull..
High above the sea.
I am flying alone..
towards the storms.

I should be never born..
My soul gets lost inside this world.
Between dream and life.

Free and proud like a black gull..
High above the sea.
i am flying alone...

Through reality and dream.

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand....
If I saw you in heaven?

Would you help me stand...
If I saw you in heaven?

We find the way
Through night and day,

Cause i know my soul can cause...
Tears in heaven .

Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.

Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more...

Tears in heaven.

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прекрасные стихи...прекрасные как и он сам!

Mein Traum

Viele Menschen und Traume hab ich nun gekannt.
Mit den Stimmen so sanft..
Mit den Worten ..umschmeichelnd.
Einst habe ich lichterloh gebrannt .
Und diese Welt war mein lied.
Und das Lied war die Liebe.
Doch ab einem Tag ....lief alles ..schief.


Ich hatte einen Traum ...Schon lang vorbei.
Ein Traum.Voll Hoffung auf das Leben .
Eine Liebe..die nicht sterben soll.
Ein Gott...der alles kann vergeben .

Da war ich jung ...und unbefleckt.
Noch nicht von Wirklichkeit ...durchdrungen .
Ich habe ihren Wein probiert ...
Ich habe dieses Lied gesungen .

Doch die Tiger dunkler Nacht ...
Wittern alle Deine Wunden ..
Sie zerfleischen dieses Herz.
Machen deinen Traum zur Schande.


Einen Sommer ..hab ich ihn geliebt .
Und das war das gro?te..aller Wunder:
Der Traum wars, der dort bei mir schlief .
Es wurde herbst als meine unschuld ging .

Und in diesem Traum ..halten sie ihr Wort.
Dort mocht ich ihm noch alles geben ...
Doch nicht jeder Traum wird dir erfullt.
Nicht jeden Sturm kannst du uberleben .

In diesem Traum war mein leben soviel mehr ...
Als die Holle , die ich verdammt bin nun zu leben ..
War ich so falsch ..war ich nie genug?

Das Leben hat meinen traum ermordet .

Талантливый человек талантлив во всём!